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Born July 2, 2011

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Pregnant. Lonely.

So I’m pregnant now. It’s not exactly how I thought it was going to be. I mean I know I was going to be sick and fat and all that shit. But like all my friends have disappeared. I get that none of them are preggers but I mean shit, I thought that they would still want to go to like dinner or lunch or something. I feel like it freaks them out, having a pregnant person hang out with them. It’s not like I had a million friends before this, but like I thought the ones that I had would still want to hang out. It’s seriously depressing. I only hang out with my parents, my hubby, his parents, or my fucking dog. I know, I’ll have a little person to “hang out” with 24/7. Yeah I’m super stoked and all but it would be nice to have some supportive friends. It’s not like pregnancy is contagious.

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Just busy…

So I have been doing homework like crazy, playing tennis, exercising, and going to class ON TIME!!Which is almost damn near impossible considering who I am, but yes, I’ve been getting up early and getting to class on time. I’m up to walking 5 miles just over a hour. I play tennis once a week for two hours. And homework takes up about 6 hours of my day on Mondays. Which doesn’t sound like a lot when I type it out, but I mean if you think about it…I’m only up for 11- 12 hours of the day. An hour and a half is dedicated to drinking coffee and doing whatever the hell I feel like. Then an hour and a half is taking my Grandma to workout and waiting for her to be done and driving her back home. After that I have 6 hours of homework time and then I immediately go to tennis for 2 hours. And then come home to work on any leftover homework for another 2 and a half hours. By now it’s already midnight. And all I’ve done today is homework. DAMN.

I mean honestly, days like today, I didn’t even get to take a freaking shower! And tomorrow… oh jeez what will tomorrow be like?! Well let me tell you. I’ll wake up around 7:15. I’ll have to shorten my dedication to drinking coffee because I desperately need a shower tomorrow morning because I didn’t get a chance to take one tonight. So by 8:00 I need to be in the shower. By 8:45 I need to be dressed, hair dried, and getting my books together. Then I leave the house by 9:10, sit in class until 12:30. Then go home and work on my business plan for about an hour and then do a quiz which I get to take three times so it will roughly take about an hour. By now it’s 3. I’ll want to take a walk for at least 45 minutes. Then I’ll need another shower. After that it’ll be 4:30-4:45 and I’ll need to get ready to go over to the Boyfriend’s parent’s house for Marvel night. I’ll be over there for 4 hours. And then go home, finally have some down time and read for about 2 hours and then go to bed.

Some days I don’t feel quite so busy. Tuesdays are definitely less busy than Mondays for some reason. I guess I just like to do ALL my homework on Mondays so I don’t have to try and fit it in the rest of the week, but Mondays, Wednesdays, and Thursdays are just stupid busy and make me want to just pretend I forgot all my prior engagements and just stay home, in bed, and read my book!

I’m trying to get ready, school wise, because me and the Boyfriend are going on two trips two weekends in a row and I don’t want to have any deadlines hanging over my head while I’m on vacation. But it’s a real pain in the ass trying to get it all done in one day. It’s not possible. At least I have tomorrow to get some more of the homework done. I’m gunna need some Adderall or a shit ton of coffee to stay focused.

Side note: 10 days until I’m in Florida not doing SHIT!

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Also!

I have an idea for a soup I would like to make.
-cabbage
-leeks
-spinach
-celery
-scallions
-onions
-sweet butter potatoes
-zucchini
-cauliflower

Those are the main ingredients, I haven’t worked out the spices yet. I’m pretty excited about it. 😀

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amnhnyc:

Curare, a powerful muscle relaxant, is made into a paste from the boiled and strained roots, bark, stems, and leaves of any of several tropical trees, vines, and plants. The paste is stored in various types of containers, including clay pots like this one, which you can see in The Power of Poison. 
Catalog no. 40.1/893

amnhnyc:

Curare, a powerful muscle relaxant, is made into a paste from the boiled and strained roots, bark, stems, and leaves of any of several tropical trees, vines, and plants. The paste is stored in various types of containers, including clay pots like this one, which you can see in The Power of Poison. 

Catalog no. 40.1/893

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Just a sweet post

Sometimes I get choked up about how lucky I am to have such a great boyfriend.

How many girls can say that their boyfriend:
1. Ran to help a person push their car who had run out of gas?
2. Helps random people.
3. Stops on the interstate to see if everyone is okay in an accident
4. Calls them after leaving their house 5 minutes ago to tell them that he loves them?

Well my boyfriend does all that good stuff. And he says all the cheesy stuff that you think they only say in movies.

I guess I probably don’t even know how lucky I really am. But I know I’m lucky. He’s the best, there’s no denying it.

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